Growing Up 2007

 Introduction and Contents

GROWING UP, 2007

 

They are so deep...so heavy

too depressing really

I just don’t want to think about it

be confronted with it

Where is the hope?

 

Why don’t you write...perform....create

something positive

something to make us laugh?

 

Yes, well...

 

But the need to search for meaning...an answer

the need to know and confront

 

to take it all on board as

‘this is what it is’

‘these are the challenges...the contradictions’

‘this is the reality’

 

to realise that the answer

and hope

are, after all, illusive

 

and then to still find joy in each moment

to accommodate

the complexity

the contradictions

the ugliness

as well as the beauty...

and, with the lightest of hearts,

to fully celebrate the experience of living

isn’t that the time we really grow up

when we really attain our adulthood

our maturity?

© A. Maie, 2007


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